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Wednesday, January 21st, 2009
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x. I am: content
x. I want: to lose weight this week
x. I have: a wonderful cup of coffee :-)
x. I wish: school was almost done so Josh and I could have a baby!
x. I hate: long days
x. I miss: my mom
x. I fear: losing my loved ones
x. I hear: humming
x. I search: for people lol; it's my job!
x. I wonder: what this year will bring to me
x. I regret: not spending more time with Pa
x. I love: Joshua and Harley
x. I ache: for a nice warm bed
x. I forgive: to people who deserve the forgiveness
x. I always: work hard
x. I am not: depressed!
x. I dance: not enough
x. I sing: very badly
x. I cry: at sad movies
x. I am not always: happy
x. I write: at work everyday
x. I win: respect
x. I lose: weight!
x. I confuse: everyone
x. I should: try to be more optimistic
x. Three things you are often complimented for:
1. eyes
2. my laugh
3. my cookies (actual cookies)
x. You get embarrassed when: people are rude to me
x. What upsets you: when people are rude, angry, racist, etc.
x. You keep a diary: not lately
x. You like to cook: cookies
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: who doesn't
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: so I'll get up on time
x. You bite your fingernails: yep
x. You believe in love: yes
Who is...
x. The sexiest person of the opposite sex you know: my Joshua!
x. The weirdest person you know: haha I don't know
x. The loudest person you know: me!
x. Your closest friends: Britt, Ash, my mom, Joshua, Ash Gab, Andrea, Alicia, Bobs.
x. The person that knows the most about you: Josh
x. Most boring teacher: I don't know
x. Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol
x. Last image/thought you go to sleep with: awwwwwwww my bed
x. Your best feature: sense of humor, or my smile
x. Inside joke: 7
x. Take a shower everyday: of course
x. Have a crush: yup
x. Want to get married: 9/20/08
x. Want any tattoos/where: nope
x. Want any Piercings/where?: ears
x. Get along with your parents: mom yes
x. Screen names: spazattack84
x. Sign: libra
x. Natural hair color: blonde
x. Current hair color: blonde
x. Eye color: blue
Favorites....
x. Number: 16
x. Color: pink!
x. Day: thursday
x. Month: October and Sept.
x. Songs: at last; Eta James
x. Movies: the notebook. what can i say i'm a hopeless romantic
x. Movies you look forward most to this year: He's really not into you or something like that
x. Food: i like everything
x. Season: spring/summer
x. Drink: coffee
x. Veggie: all
Preferences....
x. Cuddle or make out? cuddle
x. Chocolate milk or hot chocolate?: both
x. Milk, dark, or white chocolate?: dark chocolate
x. Vanilla or chocolate?: chocolate
In the last 24 hours, have you...
x. Cried: nope
x. Helped someone: I tried
x. Bought something: coffee
x. Gone to the movies: nope
x. Gone out for dinner: no
x. Said 'I love you': yes!
x. Written a real letter?: no
x. Writtin in a journal?: no
x. Had a serious talk?: nope
x. Missed someone?: always
x. Hugged someone?: yes
x. Kissed someone? yes
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Saturday, September 15th, 2007
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well things really haven't changed much, I'm working full time at DHHS in Ellsworth and living a little outside of Bangor. I love the life Josh and I have here. Tonight we are going to Carrie and Ryan's to see Evan and Carrie is going to cut my hair. Then Josh, Jason and I are going to a Umaine football game. My mom and guy got married.
I lost my grandpa in July, it sucked really bad, next weekend we are going to go as a family and spread his ashes, it's just really weird to never be able to talk to him again. But I am glad that he is happy where he is and I will see him when I go to heave, he told all of us when he was in the hospital that he knew he was going to heaven and we all prayed together and I got to spend five days in the hospital with him and he told me over and over again how much he loved me.
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I have a lot to update about. Josh got a job in Bangor and we bought a house in Hermon. We are remodeling it and it should be done around May. I am moving out of my apartment in April and moving in with my mom for the month to save money. I am moving into the house in May for good and I can't wait!!!!!!!!!
This winter seemed to go by a lot faster than last winter. I think the extra hour of light has already done it's trick.
I passed my social work Boards on Saturday! I am so happy I decided to sign up for them early. They are out of the way now and I can just relax a little bit!
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Thursday, February 8th, 2007
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| Time: | 9:23 pm. |
| Mood: |  nauseated. |
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Josh came home from canada tonight, we went out to eat and then he headed back to Bangor b/c he has to work tomorrow. I'm working at the daycare tomorrow and then Sat I am having a mom's day! This is the third night in a row that I have felt like throwing up all over the place. I dont know whats going on, I'm assuming it's the stomach bug but I really wish my body would cut the shit! If I dont feel good in the morning I am going to call in sick to work but I am hoping I can go in b/c I miss my babies. Blah......I"m going to bed
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Thursday, February 1st, 2007
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JOSH got a JOB today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was on my way back to the office when he called to tell me! I am soooooooooo happy and this means we are moving to Bangor after I graduate. He's going to be working monday thru friday and then coming back here on Sat and Sunday. Thats the only part that kinda sucks but I am graduating in just a few months!!!!!!!!!! so yah I'm happY!
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Saturday, December 23rd, 2006
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tomorrow is Christmas eve and we are going to my mom's house. I am really excited to do our gifts, but more than anything I am excited to just hang out with everyone. I am really at ease around Josh's family and for the most part my family with Josh. Josh is so excited for Christmas and I think it is adorable. We have our tree up and all the presents around it and it is really beautiful.
The last few weeks have been rough b/c Josh got laid off from his job. He has a new job he thinks, the final kinks still need to be worked out but it is looking good. If he gets it, our life will be changed alot, mostly for the good but some of the changes will be hard. I am excited to graduate and start a life together. I really want to get married and have kids with him but at the same time I have career goals and all that stuff that I want to work on. I am just going to see how life goes.
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Friday, November 24th, 2006
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I am up at Josh's house for the weekend, well the Thanksgiving "break". I had a great Thanksgiving. It was really nice having all of Josh's family and my mom and guy all together. The food was greaT!!!!! Josh and I are taking Kyle, his little cousin for the afternoon today. I am excited, I want to take him to a playground or something fun!
I have decided not to apply for grad school for this coming fall. I rather wait and work for a year or so, that way I can get experience and after a year DHHS pays for half of tuition, can't beat that!
I miss ashley, well speaking of which I am going to go give her a call!
and Bobbi brewer, I miss you too!
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Saturday, September 30th, 2006
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so I went to the gym this morninga nd the josh and iw ent apple picking. We got a ton of apples and took some really cute pics. Then we drove to freeport and looked around. Andrea gets out of work at three and then she should be calling so we can go on our double date. I paid off my car insurance which makes me happy. I hate having bills but I am proud of myself that I am paying them all myself! I think i am going to bake myself some apples ina few minutes!
OO and we just carved our pumpkin, so basically today has been full of fall festivities!
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Friday, September 29th, 2006
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well bobbi wants me to update so here we go. Todya i worked for 9 hours and now I am going to KI stuff. Then there is some homecoming stuff going on. Tomorrow I plan on sleeping in and then going to work out. In the afternoon josh and I are going to double date with andrea and ryan. we are going to go apple picking and have some drinks after! This weekend will be way better than last one b/c I will actually see my boyfriend!
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Sunday, September 10th, 2006
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I've been sick with Strep Throat all weekend including friday. I am hoping I wake up all better tomorrow morning b/c I have my first day at dhhs tomorrow. I am going to try my best to at least make it through the training part in the morning and then come home in the afternoon. It sucks being sick esp. when I am stressed out to get better. Josh has been taking good care of me though and my mom and GUy came by this afternoon and brought me motrin and popicles. Alright I am getting ice cream and watching super nanny!
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Sunday, August 13th, 2006
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I love this picture so much. Josh and I took a walk over to the beach this evening and he took some really beautiful pictures!
C:\Documents and Settings\Melissa\My Documents\My Pictures\Kodak Pictures\2006-08-13\100_1411.JPG
THis is the best picture of us I think I have ever seen. I love him so much, and I don't care if that's mushy!!!!
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| Time: | 12:31 pm. |
| Mood: |  happy. |
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Last night I went to the gym and ran a mile and a half! I felt so good b/c I hadn't run that far in a long time. This morning I went again and I ran 2 miles! I was breathing fine but for some reason my back hurt and I have blister on my feet! But I feel really good about myself today and I am in a good mood. JOsh is really proud of me too. We went to his house this weekend and it was really fun. WE got to see Kyle a lot and we hung out with his bro and some of his friends. I have hte funniest videos on my phone of Jason, Josh's bro, drunk, I can't wai tto see him again and make fun of hiM!!! I am actually getting excited for classes to start. I dont' want to work but I am happy I will get to see my friends and sisters again. I am still scared about my internship but I will be okay. I hope I can get to 10 pounds before classes start!!! I am happy with my pace though, I am doing good! I get weighed in tonight, I hope I lost some! Alright, it's TV time!!!
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Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006
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| Time: | 4:10 pm. |
| Mood: |  hot. |
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Okay so It is SOOOOOOOO hot right now. USM shut down today at noon so I went to hannaford and bought stuff to make a special bday dinner for josh tonight. Then I went across the street and finished my Nicholas Spark's book. It was good, not as good as the notebook, but nothing could ever be that good. I read the entire book in three days, which I am very proud of! I am going to see if JOsh either wants to go swimming or to the gym after dinner, it's too hot to just stay inside here all night. I hope he has had a good bday, I did everything I could think of to make it good. I bought him chinese on monday! I serioulsy think I am sweating off like five pounds today, haha that'd be nice! WEll I should get cooking.
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| Time: | 12:55 pm. |
| Mood: |  excited. |
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so this morning I woke up at 730.........I know it's a sunday but it's okay! I got up had cheerios and went to the gym. Then I went to weight watchers! I lost 1.8 pounds last week!! I have lost 6.6 pounds since I joined!!! I am so pumped about that!!!! Tonight Josh's work is having the all you can eat lobster cook out...OMG i am so excited. I have saved a lot of points but it's okay b/c lobster meat isn't that bad, it's only like 2 points for 1 cup of meat!! I am excited b/c Jason and Stacey will be there this year so I will know someone!!! ALSO I wore jeans on Friday that were WAY too tight at the end of the school year!!!!!!!!! I am working on a paper right now that is'nt due until the 31st! If I dont' get it done this afternoon I will finsih it up tomorrow night b/c Josh won't be home b/c he' has an overnight thing at work. well Anyways...I should get going.
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This weekend was fun. Josh and I went to my cousin's wedding! I have decided I am going to join weight watchers. I jsut want to lose weight and I am hoping this will help. My mom and Guy have decided to get married! I am really happy for them, but it's going to be weird to have my mom have a different last name than me. Ang and John also got engaged this weekend! Love is in the air!!! lol. It's nice, I am happy!
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Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
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I just got done walking the back bay. It took me under and hour!! My feet hurt now but o well. I have class in a few hours, right now I am going to get working on my paper that I have due on monday.
This past weekend was amazing. It was soooooooo beautiful outside. Ash came down on sat and we hung out at the beach! Sunday we hung out at hte beach some more and then monday my mom and guy came down and mom and i went swimming in the ocean!@! And by the way I LOVE My apartment! Alright it's time to do some homework!
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I woke up at 7 this morning and I didn't have to leave until 8. We spent our first night at the new place, so when I got up I got dressed and went accross the street to the ocean. It was so beautiful and it was actually warm. It made me really not want to go to class. But today is my last day of this class. This afternoon I have to get more stuff from teh old place!!! THEN ASHLEY is coming over tomorrow!!!!!! i'm so pumped b/c it's supposed to be really nice outside! And we are watching the kids at night so we will get some alone time! OOOOOO i'm so excited to see her. I have to get her a bday gift today too, I might go to the mall on my way home because I want to get a shower curtain too! Alright I Have to get to class!
Hey bobbi, I MISS YOU!
ALICIA call me!
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Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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so I am all moved in with josh. It's kinda weird but I love it! I am so glad that it is sunny outside right now. I don't have class until 4 so I have the afternoon to relax and catch up on my reading! I finally got my period this morning! I was so bitchy and emotional the last few days I knew it was coming! I have to go get some lunch b/c I am starving!
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